Monday, April 13, 2009

the sweetest thing

Happy easter!!
its been quite a will since i updated my blog. n thanks 4 all d messages in my cbox.i'll reply once i figure out how 2 do it;)

anyway 2day as i was driving to college,i realized halfway that smoke was actually coming out of my car bonet!i mean my car is memang weird but this was freakky! so had to drive back home and take it to d mechanic..d mechanic checked and told there was nothing wrong with d car-(correct me if im mistaken but isn't smoke coming out of the bonet an indication that something is INDEED wrong?)-maybe i just imagined it or something...if thats d case there must be something seriously wrong with me!

n my 2 year old neice told me this as she was trying 2 persuade me 2 follow her back to kl-"aunty anna i will buy for u a big car"
isnt that d sweetest thing u ever heard?
well it was for me;)

Friday, April 3, 2009

ohh crap!

ok its official.i absolutely hate my new hairstyle.it just somehow looks wrong on me.o well cant do much about it now.d bright side of this is that my hair grows really fast so cant wait 4 that to happen!so much for changing and a whole new me crap rite?LOL.Well thats just me im fickle minded.one moment i'll be so fired up about something and couldn't care less the next.

its both a good and bad habit.the good thing is i'll be so stressed up and worked up about stuffs and i can just forget about it soon after.d bad part is it just makes me super super lazy.d easiet example would b my room.my mum says it looks lik a pig sty.but i beg 2 differ.i think it looks more like those bangladeshi workers squatters;).my mum also tried 2 scare me by saying that rats n snakes could give birth in my room n i wouldn't even know it.it just doesn't work la coz i know even the rats would be too terrified 2 come into my room(nice try ma!)

actually its not all that bad.there r so many of my frens who stayed over n they look perfectly fine to me-no diseases n stuff

sorry just got carried away.i didn know what 2 write today n just decided 2 start crapping(thats d only thing that i can say proudly that im good at)

so wait for my next post-might have something wayyyyy more interesting than this-but somehow i highly doubt it;)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

changeling

today was a whole new day n a whole new me! cut my hair short.my head never felt lighter.seriously.feels kinda weird.guess just need some getting used to.its looks kinda nice now coz its all blown n stuff.wait till i wash it.that will be another story.
n its not just about d hair.guess part of me wants to make a statement-to myself.there are many things in my life that i need 2 change and i've got 2 start somewhere-this seemed to be the easiest;)
lately i've been getting a few comments and criticism and i will tend 2 get defensive and angry at 1st.but after a while when i start to think about it(and i tend 2 do that a lot) the real msg starts 2 sink in.and no matter how much i didn want to hear it initially im actually kinda glad i did.there nothing wrong with change.it defines ME.sometimes things just feel so safe the way they are.but i dont want to look back later and regrets d things i did n the things that those that i didnt dare do either.
so here's to a new(and hopefully improved) me!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

clueless

greetings earthlings!


so was i missed??anyway went penang yest.absolutely broke but totally happy(can check out christina's blog-its complete with pictures and ALLL)..to be honest i dont know how 2 upload pics here yet..god knows im not d most photogenic person anyway.so for now i'll stick to words.anyway since i got nothing much 2 say 2day i would like 2 post a 'poem' someone i know created.i think shes an amazing writer-but maybe im just bias;).so just let me know what u ALL think k..for now she shall only b known as 'orang misteri';)



Feelings are just so deceptive
It’s just so difficult to be put in words
To indulge in it seems so attractive
But it’s so easy to escape like birds

I put my hand out for you to hold it
Your hands in mine was a perfect fit
But is perfect what I need
Man are never satisfied indeed

My requirements are met and completed
But yet I look around and find myself lonely
When it comes to emotions I’m so defeated
Do I really want to be with my one and only

One love but many likes
Is that even legal
In my life there’s a john and many mikes
All I want is to down a chivas regal